shooting star

just notes in my heart...

I couldn't catch him if I tried

He is just too high in the sky

I get amazed in the gaze

I remember we made love and it feels like I want to fly

When I am calm and at rest nothing changes inside

My heart whispers I love him, my anger forgotten

All my friends warning besotten

Here as I sit reading texts on the screen in the dark

My phone lights up like a shooting star

So small and yet so big I long to be where you are

Yet its not our time now, all I see are clouds

So, I won't force

I feel confused and blue but I want a love that is true

He says this is between him and me

I have no idea what it means

Its just a text game

He is not the one but somehow the fire is a light with the flame

I pray for this dream yet it remains out of reach

He is still midst lesson needed to teach

With Him I am at eternal peace

What will be will be

I know where I come from

He finally sees us being a part is a problem

After all this time he finally says something on his mind that seems right

I know now deep inside there will always be love

Maybe its wrong but when we made love it feels like we belong

Somehow in the dark he remains as my shooting star

Coming out of the blue with his text game and the fire still attracts with its flame

When he is around I don't see straight

He has a way, I hope one day it will be safe to land

Till then I go on strong in my heart stand

I am the she wolf, I remain untamed

Free to enjoy the kiss of the flame

I can't forget the love we made

As I sit reading my screen in the dark

He makes my phone light up like a shooting star

I hope one day I can be where he is, near or far

Our love is still alive in our hearts

Time right now keeps us apart

I pray this love will stay alive in each others heart

I pray God will grant me this eternal spark of a shooting star

He is the shooting star I wish on tonight

Please let him stay by my side

Let us love each other for all our life

I know where we began it wasn't completely right

i just can't get him off my mind

When I try I fall on the ground every time

I am never lonely when he is in my life

One text makes me high on delight

Oh please why does the universe give me this gift I am not allowed to keep

Please let him be my friend no enemy

He wears the image of you on his chest

I just pray this will have a happy end

He is the shooting star I miss so much

I feel like this is love

yet its dumb

I am afraid

I enjoy the kiss of the flame

I can't forget the love we made

I can't be with another

I want him only as my lover

I don't want him to love the other

Yet its not up to me to decide

So I wish upon the evening star tonight

I hope He can feel my lonely insides

I want him to have and hold all the days of my life

Its just a fantasy

I am a dreamer in love with a dream

Yet I just wonder why can't it be?

Why do  others get it but not me?

I didn't go looking him but he made me love him and now here we are and I feel so dumb

Yet I can't ignore what I feel for sure

So tonight I hope you hear these secret words in my heart

As I wish upon the shooting star........

I miss him when he is away but I will never say

I don't want to be clingy today

With or without him I am happy anyway

He is just the object of my affection

Together our hearts are tied like a constellation

Forever  burning in the sky

This is between him and me

Our love will burn eternally

Just like the stars

I hope I will remember you and you will always remember me

I don't want to meet your other girls

He doesn't want to meet my other dudes

Prove its more than just words on the screen

Prove this love can really be more than just a dream

Till then I look to the sky and walk toward the beautiful light

The heart wants what the heart wants

Forever the feeling haunts

What can we do, it is what it is 

Please dear Lord grant my love wish.

Hear me deep in my heart

As I turn my eyes to the sky I see a shooting star

Near or far, I want to be where you are

We can light up the dark

I am just a dreamer walking among a shooting star

 

Reviews

[Alexandra W]

Very well written! There is so much longing and love, and it really rings true. Great work!