Are you listening?

All I wish is for

someone to hold me.

To let me know everything,

will be okay eventually.

But after 26 years,

I started doubting it will ever happen

that person will never be apart of my life.
Does anybody really truly care?

Does anybody truly see me?

Doubt anyone can break past the walls,

I created just for the reason to hide the truth.

But for once,

I almost wish someone would

just break the walls down,

and let me tell the story.

No interruptions or anything else

just people listening to what I say,

but when will that ever happen?

So many don't care,

but pretend to just to hurt the other side.

More like a bully,

than I would like

what is the point besides getting hurt?

Do people really care?

I ask myself on a daily basis.

Are the voices being honest?

The faces say one thing,

but the tone of the voice says another.

If you wanna hurt me,

go ahead,

but eventually everything will fall apart.

I will end my own pain,

I will no longer live for other people

its not worth it.

The pain going through

on a daily basis whats the point?

Just let me go already,

but you refuse to

acting like you care.

But do you actually?

Prove to me I can trust you,

just not by what you say,

but by your actions.

Tell me something that nobody might know,

not about you

but me instead.

Let me know your actually listening.
Please don't run,

from me

for something not my fault.
I never wanted or asked for this,

I'd rather be dead at times.

Reviews

[lostinthewaves]

Your writing is a window to your soul, I'd say don't be afraid to share it in your real life. Great poem, I'm sorry you have to feel that way though.

[Krista]

It sucks to feel like nobody is trustworthy really. been hurt often