Missing My Angel

My daughter died 20 months ago

It was so senseless and he'll never know

What he took away from me that wretched day

How you have permanently gone away

He strangled you for 5 minutes to die they say

My heart breaks from treating you that way

You were everything to me

I just can't let it be

I think of you everyday

And the tears come into play

You were my heartbeat

Now I can't sleep

If he hadn't worked for the police things would have changed

They could have diagnosed him and found him deranged

My goal is to find peace again and sanity

He's so self-centered and has such vanity

I know you're in a better place

I just want to feel your face

I've got to get this under my belt

Find some relief for myself

I will always love you

This is true

You were my girl

My whole world

 

Author's Note

I welcome all reviews....Kyam

Reviews

[Jess]

This is such an emotional poem. Such a memory is traumatic. The poem depicts your feelings and love towards your daughter really emotional :'( . I can sense the pain and melancholic expression. But don't worry she's in a much much better place...in peace....away from all cruelties of this world.
Hope everything gets better in time. Lovely poem
(I have to confess this poem made me cry. I may not be a mother but i know what a child means to her mother. I love my mom)

[kyam]

You words really touch me Jess. I hope your pain lessens with your precious mother also......very inspiring also...Thanks and Many Blessings.....Kyam

[Antoñyo]

Often, phrases like "bleeding words" or "spilling blood into words" are overused...not with your writing. Just pure emotion and memory flowing like rivers.

Keep writing, and thanks for sharing

[kyam]

Thank you profusely as your words touch my heart and encourage me like you would never know.....Thanks again from the bottom of my heart.......Kyam

[fierceauthor]

This is also very gorgeous ..your writing takes me on a move..that path you take in the poetry form is awesome!!! Keep writing!

[kyam]

You are inspiring me to write more! I do appreciate every review, it is so heartfelt. My Gracious Thanks to you

[??????]

I hear all you say within you words. The hurt the pain, the longing. No can tell you that you will wake feeling such things. No1 can say you will be better in time. It is rough and very hard. We are left with memories of our very ones to be. I cant say what it's like loosing a child because I was never blessed with that. I cant tell you I understand that wouldn't be fair. But your words can help others and I feel in time you will be there for that other. You know my story. No1 can take those special moments away:) We will wake to see a reminder till its our time to leave this world. I am glad to hear you say she is in a better place. That is a very big step seeing that. I know in my time yes it took a lot out of me, but it also gave me more. Thank you for sharing your heart Kyam:)

[kyam]

Thank you, I do appreciate your reviews so much. You are so precious for the soul. You help with my healing and for that I am grateful to you. God Bless You and Keep You Safe.......Kyam

[??????]

Your welcome my friend and thank you for saying:) Have a bless day:)