Why Me Dear Lord.....

Why must I be punished ALL my life

Only to know the agony of strife

How much more can I take

Forgive my sins and don't forsake

I have loved You since I was 5 years old

Don't turn on me and make me feel cold

Please spare me like I know you can

Please help me to understand

It's You I look to in time of need 

Please don't ask me to heed

My love is consistent and true

And every bit is for You

You took her away from me

I didn't question you see

I love you all the way through

I had my eyes set on You

Love me in spite of myself

I'm not asking for a lot of wealth

I want you to take care of her please

Set my mind at ease

So from here on out we'll start anew

From now on I will be true 

Spare me the pain I endure

Just make me feelsecure

Reviews

[1]

I could comment on every painful piece you write but I don't want to sound redundant. Your heart is so broken that words can't possibly heal the emptiness you feel. I pray God will do a miraculous thing in your heart to help you cope with the loss of your beautiful daughter. Please, please don't give up on Him. I will continue to pray for you, my dear............... Keep pouring your feelings out, I promise you that you are helping others cope with their pain and for that I thank you!!!!!

[kyam]

Oh Sweetheart! You are amazing to care....and you are so right that God will heal me....They say as much as you grieve is how much you loved...sounds like it could be true. I want to thank you for being in my life, you're Wonderful, I'm grateful for you..Love, Kyam

[1]

Amen, my dear!

[kyam]

God Bless You Forever......Kyam

[1]

God Bless you forever, beautiful soul..........

[Antoñyo]

A hellacourageous piece. Yes, give up only on the maddening questions for which no answer will suffice...and redundant or not, I plan to comment on each and every poem or story because the road to recovery is a lonely highway.
Thanks for the share

[kyam]

Oh Sweetheart you are so kind and considerate and it seems like loyal to me.....I respect you for that....Please tell me more about you, Please? I want to know....Kyam

[Antoñyo]

Glad to help uplift...however, I don't do 'me' in your reviews.