dying slow

A Story by kyleisanidiot

so i dont know what im supposed to post on this site but ima use it as my outlet.. hope its cool .. not that anyones ever gonna read this anyway... so i needed a pic and i got that one just for u ;)

here i am again sitting with my face in my hands wondering what the f**k happened ..... how did i let her go ? why does he have her so happy they are while i die inside why am i the one who loses ? my sins always shoved in my face while his of equal or worse caliber are simply forgotten oh hes so amazing ah he'll never leave me she says with that pretty smile on her face ... yeah neither will i .... no matter how much this hurts and believe me it HURTS babe my sanity is slowly slipping away theres so much hate in my body ..... i dont know what to do its been years since ive felt this way ... ive never felt this way ........ if it wasnt for u if u didnt ask me to stay .... id leave ... in a much more permanent way ....... ill always be here no matter what i mean to u if im ever anything to u or im always some loser prick ill always be waiting