Consuming Without Growing

. never turn away from the ugliest parts of yourself, unless you want them to remain the ugliest parts of yourself .

avoiding the burden of being conscious
by returning to the unconscious
drunkenly, dependent, reactionary, immature
consumed whole by hatred, jealously, by self love
becoming the epitome of a false reality
consuming always constantly, but never growing a beat...
leaving reality unreal, merely pretended and s***s 
by turning away from our flaws and limitations

we lie to ourselves
doomed to repeat the same exact tribulations

because we lied to ourselves

doomed to die in some stupid a*s f*****g fantasy,

      oblivious 

because we're p*****s 
      full of egos

because we lie to ourselves

      terrified of the truth

      that we're all just human

not more

never less

(my batman costume is the tits) 

      

Author's Note

Reviews

[KWP]

Perfect ... I have been trying to articulate this exact thought and bugger me you just went and did it nicely
.... ah yeah ... but don’t you think most are still sleepily oblivious to even having to think about what you have said here ... and in that oblivion comes a certain sense of cart (how does one spell that?) Blanche ecstasy ?

[Davidgeo]

Carte Blanche... you forgot the e.

And no... if you are oblivious you will always be confined to the obvious and doomed to repeat the same things over and over and over...

I love me some wild animals... but I do not love the limitations inherent to that lifestyle. They can never grow consciously or individually... only in a blind species wide evolutionary sense based on eons worth of change. The greatest trait of the human animal is self awareness... we are literally pretty physically inferior when compared to most animals in the wild. And recognizing those limitations in conjunction with a pretty impressive set of problem solving skills has brought us to the very tippity top of the food chain.

[KWP]

I totally agree but have had conversations with people where this kind of conversation make no sense / therefore has no impact - they are not ready to or do not require to know it yet (due to self awareness levels I suppose) and when you live at this kind of level the bigger picture don't at all matter - happiness is still found at the end of every orgasm, with each lick of the ice-cream - sadness is still there when the dog dies anger is still there when things personal moral perceptions are formed ... its the detachment, the removing oneself for all the tings you have mention in your poem - in fact it is the next step after your poem - see feel do and understand all those things within you, don't hide from them, just know they are there and accept them without forming an opinion on them ... then, move on ... the next destination in self awareness promises to e even better

to know that we each of us have the whole universe within us - the good the bad and yes the ugly, means the world to me ... :D X

[Davidgeo]

Check yourself... your ego got pretty shiny there.

[Davidgeo]

(you should call me an "asshat" for saying that)

[KWP]

hahahahahaha - in fact no it didn't - i find it hard to articulate thoughts at times and when they naturally flow I know they are coming from that place that flows through the eternal ... so, my ego had nothing to do with it baby ;)

I can think of other ways to describe you much kindlier than asshat X

[Davidgeo]

I love to say I told ya so... and I told you I was being an asshat.

The only real absurd thing about me is that I will always live for the fight. It's a pathology almost... I really am bipolar with a touch of schizophrenia. And I would love it even more if that wasn't true.

I hate telling the truth on these threads. Good on you for making me do it none the less. (it gets weirder if you're up for it... but we might have to take that to personal messaging if it ever came to pass) ---- I did not spell check this in anyway; apologies.

[KWP]

I like your quirky spirals ...

[Davidgeo]

You would...

[Aesthetic Trash]

Realistic, Truthful, yet Brutal. I enjoyed the concept of throwing the truth right into a poem without sugarcoating the idea to make it pleasing to the public.

[Davidgeo]

It's the only way I know how to write.

Sometimes it doesn't work so well.

[Aesthetic Trash]

I find it to be unique and exciting. If so, ignore the discouraging remarks.

[Lavi]

I suddenly got the urge to take this writing and place it on the first page of a textbook. Preferably for school. It's a warning, "Beware, whatever you read here - history repeats because the winners are f****n' losers" XD

[Davidgeo]

Ha... that was pretty funny.

[Cherrie Palmer]

A interesting tirate for a society full of snow flakes. Ya better turn the heat down or they'll melt before they finish the read.

[Davidgeo]

Those kids don't read anything. They just watch youtube videos specifically made to confirm their bias.

[DIVYA]

It has been a sobering observation in life, that some of the most educated, accomplished and articulate of people turn almost child-like in their denial of their flaws and limitations. Infantile egos and behind them a fear of facing our hopelessly impaired selves...the basis of the darker human emotions...

[Davidgeo]

It was the greatest observation in my life... when i realized just how much of a false indicator professional success truly is.

[DIVYA]

Indeed. Many accomplished surgeons, professors, business men sound so stupid when they talk about themselves (their achievements).