Wear It Anyway

especially
happiness

even
reasoned through stereotypes
even
flawed and retarded
trapped
superficial
stupid embarrassing

this is us, none the less

even a waste of a waste

of a waste of a space

all is something

and all the accomplished still die

all in all the same exact way

none the less

life is worth consciousness
even exiled
broken battered

empty stupid

nihilistic and hopeless

in all of that

in all of this

there lies life

there lies meaning

in thoughts

every time and always

anyways

nothing is spotless

anyways

not happiness
not pride
not satisfaction
amplified

into whatever and ever's

today justified 

no 

not even nothing is perfect

no 

not now and not ever

not at all

but for all

there is something

and there is nothing

there is determination
and death

the rest is a dress
that may never fit
but exists
none the less

because we are beautiful 

even the ugly unfit

awful disgusting

monsters and demons

even shame has its place

among everything

Author's Note