Happy

I can’t keep saying i’m happy.

Happy is just a word,

Just something we say to make other people stop asking.

Happiness is just being content with your situation,

Your life,

Everything.

But  how can I be happy?

I’m not happy now,

I wasn’t happy before,

I might never be happy.

The fact of the matter is that I’m living,

And that’s the best I can do.

So no,

I’m not happy.

When you ask me how I am,

I lie.

I’m not good.

I’m not happy.

I’m not ok.

But you,

You just keep on living your life.

You don’t need to listen to my problems,

My feelings,

My emotion.

Just be happy with your life.

Just be happy and walk away,

Because I know you’re just being polite.

For your sake,

I’m “happy”.