What did I do?

My sweet beloved
How did it end up like this
Moments ago your laugh filled my world
Spreading light and happiness

Now all I can hear is the faint echo
Taunting me and tormenting with thoughts
Of what was and what could of been

I walk the empty corridors of my soul
I search for any of the happiness we shared together
All i find are memories turned black and white.

What happen to the rose coloured glasses that once adorned my eyes
How vibrant the world seemed with you by my side

Oh how all my heart was yours
Now it lies on the floor in a pile of shatters
It lays beneath the image of you i burned into my soul

I will miss your gentle touch how it would make me feel safe but strong at the same time.
Your lovely smile which would pierce the darkness that loomed over me.
Your eyes how they would comfort me and help me escape.
But what I will miss most is your love words can never describe how that effected me.