Can my dreams be my disaster

For the love of my life
And those demons inside
How could such things be true
Is this all made from lies?

I close my eyes and see you
I wake up to the truth
I'm living a life
Completely without you

I'll fix all the wrongs
I'll right all my dues
I just want to know
What I need for you

What I need to happy
What I need for us two
Cause I'm racing my brain
Losing my mind
I worried that we will run out of time