Presently

Boredom is the worst thing ever...

Unstuck in the broken glass,

I find myself upon the grass,

Kneeling towards an empty room,

Voices fill my head untouched.
Blindly feeling hands through shards,

Fragments of a past long passed...

Bloody fingertips, enhanced vision,

Tears the fabric from my mission...

To find the truth, is nothing more,

To ask for death when she's at your door..

The need outweighs the wanted sin,

You must first fight the battle within.

Changing chandelier like prisms,

Clinging to this once locked prison,

Light reflected in my eyes,

A past neglected in despise,

A future set in the over-things,

Yet the illusion of freedom reigns,

Presently...

My head is cool.

Presently,

I play the fool.
Presently,

My mind is locked

Presently,

I wait to be
Presently,

A metal Martyr,

One day, presently...

Reviews

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This is for me like you try to keep your sanity. To find personal balance in between own uniques and outside world. Sometimes is hard too see who we really are and what's our nature and what's just our masquarade . I like your deep honesty and to be brave it enough writing like this post online.

[Indra's Child]

I think there is great personal power in not hiding yourself from yourself. We all have demons and we all have a dark side. (power- a term which here, or to me at least, doesn't mean control over everything, but the clarity of vision when you look at things from a perspective of critical thinking, something that allows you without fail to accept the things you cannot control, and understand the ways in which you do control.)

[...]

Our minds can be complicated and full of dark webs. We also like to control everything at our lives. But simple we cannot. To find balance at own thoughts and outside of world. That's quiet heavy task.

[Indra's Child]

It is. A path I've fallen off of more times than I can count, but somehow always get back on.

[...]

That's good. keep on and never lose your faith at your self and at world.

[Indra's Child]

Turbulent but worth it

[Chris Shaw]

Inner demons taunting, questioning the author's sanity. An empty bored mind must make the situation a whole lot worse. It takes bravery and guts to face who you are. I hope you escape your prison and find some balance.

Chris

[Thomas Fitzgerald]

Well we all love a bit of tender madness, this piece relates to the olden days, when writers knew how to grasp a reader, well done, good read.

[Randolph]

Tender madness is always welcome.