The Suicide Note

The Suicide Note

A Poem by Matthew Kult
"

Bye Mom

"

I write this for you

looking out the window watching the rain

cause mom, you always knew it true

trying to forget all the pain

I can't live with it anymore

Noticing a squirrel in my tree

He treats me like a dirty w***e.

wishing to be that free.

I just want you to know

waiting too long for it to never end

that you will have to let go

hoping my soul will mend

I will never be free.....

Praying for anyone to rescue me

He promised to always find me.

knowing my end begins with this tree.

I figured out How.

Accepting my fate....

Mom, it has to be now.

Refusing to live with his hate.

 

I love you, mom.  Please forgive me.

 

Love Always,

 

Samantha


© 2017 Matthew Kult



Author's Note

Matthew Kult
Dancing at the end of a short rope next to a tall tree........

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As it happens, I was coming over to read you. I am enamored of this poem - though for reasons I need not go into. Sad, yes of course, and yet to me, just blank, heartless, full of heart - all those clashing moods, so hard to define -
Thank you Matthew.
-x-

Posted 1 Week Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Matthew Kult

1 Week Ago

Thank you for taking the time

Matthew
Rosalind Gale

1 Week Ago

You are so welcome -
-x-



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I had to go back and read each poem separately. They play back even better the second time when read by each self. See, you made me read it twice! Very evocative, as of course the subject can be, but you (excuse the pun) brought it to life.

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

You are in a sturdy position at the top of my favorites, and this is why. It's like you get it...

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Wow, I really like the touching sorrow and apology of this poem. I can feel the hurt, and the release as well.

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

Nothing is permanent, every night passes with a hope that there will be bright sunshine coming soon.. enjoy every moment of life... this was a sad , deep and heartfelt poem..

Posted 7 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

So sad...given enough time pain will end...my favorite quote is "This too shall pass."....

Posted 7 Years Ago


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Matthew Kult
Matthew Kult

St. Louis, MO



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