The PastA Poem by Matteus Ducey
i don't think there's a lot to say about this one that you can't get out of reading it.
the pain i feel, not deep inside. the anger i pretend to hide. the laughter, long left behind. there's no room anymore. today reminds me of endless thoughts of no love. i can't endure anymore of it tonight. slowly rotting.
why must i feel the pain of a long lost lonely child? what have i done to provoke these thoughts? an ugly past with no future, is this all i have to show for?
once again i find myself not caring about myself. i've shed my skin a thousand times, yet a thousand scars remain. why can't i leave my past? i will not allow this to last 19 more years. slowly rotting.
why must i feel the pain of a long lost lonley child? what have i done to provoke these thoughts? an ugly past with no future, is this all i have to show for?
no i can't let this last 19 more years. i'll put an end to it. i will not stand for it. i will not continue to walk this path. for the first time in my life i'm feeling my own wrath.
© 2011 Matteus Ducey
Added on November 21, 2011
Last Updated on November 21, 2011
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