If This is What the Experts Call Insanity

i want to hear other people's take on this.

i don't want to talk to you. i don't think i have to. i don't want to let it out. i just want to scream and shout.  i'm not going to hurt myself. i'm not going to kill myself. i just want to be alone. i don't want to go home. i just want to get away from here. i don't want to live in fear. do you think you're helping me? you're a stupid c**t, you'll never know me.

i'm running out of time tonight - it's getting close to that time again. i'll be hiding in my room tonight - sitting in the dark, alone and scared. i don't want to be like you, i will never be like you. if this is insanity, the insane are lucky.

i don't want to talk to you. i don't want to see this through. i don't want to let it out. i'm not a p***y, i don't pout.  i'm not going to hurt myself. i put my razor on the shelf. i just want to be alone. i never want to go back home. i just want to get away from here. when i'm there my thoughts aren't clear. did you think you helped me? you're blind, you c**t, and you'll never see.

i'm running out of time tonight - it's getting close to that time again. i'll be hiding in my room tonight - sitting in the dark, alone and scared. i don't want to be like you, i don't want to see this through. if this is what you call insanity, the insane are the ones who are lucky.