i hate myself.

all of this is true, mind you. not even sure if this is even a poem.

I hate myself.

I hate how I get excited over stupid things.

I hate how i fall in love too quickly, only to get crushed into a million pieces.

I hate how people actually like me. I just dont understand it.

I hate all the stupid things i do when i'm angry.

I hate all the stupid things I do when i'm sad too.

I hate how i set myself up for failure.

I hate that i get jealous way too easily.

I hate when I tell myself that everything is going to be ok, even when I know that's a lie.

I hate how I let insanity consume me in times of weakness.

I hate my smile.

i hate my body.

I hate the way i laugh.

I hate the way i laugh at stupid things.

I hate many things about me.

I hate myself mostly in general.

Don't try and tell me any different.

You cant change my opinion.

Because in the end, Nothing is worth it.

You will always end up alone.

Deal with it, and have a great day  :)

Author's Note

not very well done, just had it on my mind.

Reviews

[LeeLee Ryder]

Right on, sister ... and You're definitely not alone.. "I hate" is a mighty universal phrase
we all have used it and if you haven't then your living a charmed life or in a parallel universe.....
wonderful imagery on this line and so true:
I hate how i fall in love too quickly, only to get crushed into a million pieces.
I can really relate to:
I hate how I let insanity consume me in times of weakness. I hate my smile. i hate my body.

Good stream of consciousness, you got there Abbey!!!!!
LeeLee

[Sarah]

that is exactly how I feel I justo the way it is & know you are not alone in feeling that way good poem I can feel what you feel too

[ur_ginger_girl]

I hate myself too so I like it

[Elizabeth]

Amazing...this is dark and sad but is willing to face the truth and talk about it...very well done. Although, I don't really like the last line...it's sort of a weird ending for this poem...

[mystic soul]

nice one!! straight forward but still manages to connect with readers... simple reason being it's simplicity.. great work...

[Nicole]

This is so easy to relate to.
It was amazing.
I love this because everyone once in their life says something exactly like this.

[Spit_and_Prayers]

your poem, in a very straight forward way, seems to have delivered all the truisms of being young. I can honestly say that I have hated myself at some point for all of those reasons, and more, and have known many many others who have self-hated similarly. Now someone, you, has turned these into a cathartic list. There is only one thing this poem needs, and that's a cathartic ending/twist. Maybe you're not there yet as a person, but someday you'll realize that you hate all these things, and love them for letting you become the person who learned from all those mistakes. Just a thought.

[Taylor_Anne_xoxo]

omg dude i love it abby