Agoraphobic without a window of hope.

People just wait wait for their turn to talk anymore, Everyone is concerned with what they want, and never take the time to think about other people. It is a selfish world we live in.

I'm one to forive

I try not to forget

Though in absense 

It will come in haste

It's all a matter of perception

projecting myself out in the open

Amourless, vulnerable

I'll listen contently

Wait for my turn

Study the expressions

Knowing the difference 

from the indifferent 

and the nurturing

Set the world ablaze

just to watch it burn

I doubt a single soul

would flinch

After all hasn't it always been as such.

Numbed nerves

with no sense of self-control.

All we do it take

and take, and take.

Never taking notice to the harm inflicted

Burn victims in a chard world.

camoflagued in confidence.

cloaking the shame and self-conflict.

avoiding mirrors 

in fear of what we have become.

Undeserving of these eyes,

everything we see has a bias.

Set the world ablaze

just to watch it burn

to watch myself burn

scream in agony

after all isn't this what we deserve.

Agoraphobics locking in rooms

with no windows

No sense of wonder

Nothing to reassure 

our long lost hopes.

Voice raw,

from screaming under this skin.

body weak from fighting

the ghosts of the past.

Trapped by everything gone ary

we have forgotten 

forgotten to appreciate everything 

we once cherished.

There is not absolute ending

so ill leave with one final heart-felt apology 

and a reluctant goodbye.

The storm was never ment to destroy

all that we held close,

walk away cigarette in hand,

and head down.

Reviews

[afra]

the last stanza was awesome ...i think ....good job

[Mercelus]

you think? lol. but thank you very much!

[afra]

welcome