That's All I Wish For.

      I wish that there was at least one person that understood me. Why I love the rain, and hate the sun. How I hate the day yet love the night. Like when I see my first star at night. I still wish foor the same exact thing. Why I just don't belong here.... I need someone I can tell everthing to yet he won't laugh, or get mad. I need someone to think that it's okay that I don't talk or smile all the time. I need someone that will always be by my side even though I push him away. Who will always want make me smile even when he's mad. I want someone who actually enjoys being with me, and needs to always be by my side.

     Yet there's no one out there like that, and that is why I just don't belong here. Yet I still hope for that person. How pathetic... I know no one would enjoy being with me. A depressed, broken little freak. A girl that never expresses herself verbally, and only writes... and writes. I wouldn't even want to hang out with me. I just want to run away from everything....all reality. To get out of my own skin... that's all truely  wish for.