Who Would Have Known?

I still remember the day,

I had them in my hands.

Pitter pills, pitter thoughts,

of me and them being gone.

I remember taking them,

hoping to stay asleep forever,

forgetting those memories forever.

 

I still remember those days,

I cut into my stomach.

Hoping to ease the pain,

hoping to cease my eyes

from the endless rain .

 

I still remember that one night,

My head was dangling out a window.

Thinking, “Maybe it might kill me?”

Hoping maybe it will

kill the memories.

 

Yet at that same night,

you were the one to talk to me.

I never told you

what I was planning.

I never told you

what I was thinking,

or what I was doing.

 

As my feet inched on the sill

I smiled and listened to your voice.

As my feet inched away

thinking that maybe

I had a choice.

 

That night you saved me

without even knowing,

that I possible could have

been long gone.

 

That night you woke me up

from such a dark haze.

Bring back light into my days.

 

And later on,

who would have known?

You stopped the pain

and ceased the rain.

You killed the memories

all on your own

for me my love…

Who would have known?

Author's Note

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