What happened

Just me thinking about how my life got turned so upside down

I can't seem to find an escape

It's like everywhere I go I'm captured

I can't seem to find my way

It's like everywhere I turn it's dark

Where's the light

Where's the exit

I can't seem to keep up

I feel like I'm running

Yet walking

I feel like I'm losing

Without winning

I feel like I'm on the edge

One more push and I'll fall

I can't keep this facade up

Smiling on the outside

Breaking on the inside

I can't seem to find my out

I push myself deeper and deeper with no escape

I'm losing everything

Ganing nothing

Where's the pot of gold

I've chased my rainbow

I've chased life

But life chased me back

I'm broken

Bruised

Scared

Struggling to find myself

Yet I'm losing myself

Losing everything I wanted

Losing everything I had

Made a mistake

Lost my best friend

Struggling without her

Cause she helped me through it all

Running into walls

No one to tell me I'll be okay

No one to laugh with

No one to conversate with

Silence is lethal

You won't speak to me

And it's killing me

Wish I could take it back

I'm running into walls

Hurt, Lost

Scared

Can't move foward

Without moving backward

Won't move foward

Cause no one's there

Asia Robinson (Mizzunderstood)

4/3/2011

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Author's Note

Just want honest opinions