My Dearest KnightA Poem by MoE
My Dearest Knight,
I thought this was all over
I thought I was done with you.
Oh, how I was terribly mistaken!
These feelings of mine are too strong for me to ignore anymore,
From the second I wake up to the secound I fall asleep
even in my dreams you are there.
Damn, these feelings!
I'm here lonely, hurt, yet, strong... waiting for a sign from either you or God
It seems as if through written text is the only way we really communicate,
No matter, I will write to you everyday for the rest of my life, If I must.
One thing that I must say that I've put off...
It is something that I feel deep down that I do not express on my face,
Honestly, I thought you were the perfect one for me
the ying to my yang and all that.
I might of been horribly mistaken...
You made me believe I was your "One & Only"
now I lay here with tears full of heartache running down my face,
while for all I know, you are off with another girl who believes the same as I.
You tease & make me smile yet,
you try to make me jealous over your "Precious Kathleen" or what not
Well, fantastic work, you have gotton what you've wanted.
I must admit I tried the same not too long after you..
He wasn't my lover as you might of thought,
he is just my bestfriend that I've longed to see & he to see me.
I made sure you saw the 'letters' to & from him in hope to make you feel as I did...
full of woe, angered, heartbroken and yes, jealous.
I often dream of what it is like if distance between us such as this did not exist,
Us, together as just a young man & young woman
in a place outside of time,
a place where we do not have need to hide our feelings.
But such a phenomenal & unprecedented place such as this will only exist in my mind.
This is reality and its about time to direct it onto God's path.
No more should we take part in this cat game,
so listen now my dearest Knight,
this is my challenge unto you,
No more shall I call upon you for your presence,
No more shall I await for your company,
...for if you truly feel as I do you will not hesitate when I ask you this,
Come to me,
Come to me with your heart open & awaiting my response.
Tell me what you feel inside, deep inside.
If you accept this challenge & do as I request then I will do the same.
If not, I willl do my best to subdue my strong feelings & forget of what I asked of you
and no more shall I think of us as Romio & Juliet,
...only as a kight & a maiden, nothing more.
It is my dear wishes that my chalenge is accepted.
I wish you blessings with your decision.
With all my Love,
Your Hopeful Maiden
© 2012 MoE
Added on May 10, 2012
Last Updated on May 10, 2012