abyssal dejection

I guess i never will actually understand, i guess i am just antithetic

The quintessence i see

The quintessence i know

The quintessence i feel, all beyond my control

To be oblivious would be angelic, live my life identical to all the planet

Just close my eye's and pretend

Imagine the world as it was intentionally planned

Go through life with blinders as they say so the pain will go away

Ignore the hurt inside my soul

Just pretend that i am whole, and no one will ever know

But inwardly i will know

The intent to increase till i can no longer sleep