Swiming through the water.

Flying though the halls.

Being myself.

Finally.

After years of searching.

I am finding me.

No more loves.

No more distractions.

Just me and the future ahead.

But then I see him

His grin.

His laugh.

His look when he hates me.

I love it.

It all.

But no one can know.

And I can not.

I must not.

I will not go,

Off this path.

I will love him.

Just a little bit.

From afar.

I will continue on my path.

I will grow.

Without the shadow.

The horror of teen love.

I will keep the giddyness inside.

I will keep it.

But I will fly.