No more innocent me

This is just another day to me
You left with more than you came for
You hurt me in ways I thought you wouldn't
My days after you were long and full of rain
You feel none of my pain, I am living in a hurricane everyday
I left my thoughts with you, you just threw them away
I lost my innocents and their trust, this is a nightmare
I wish I could have taken it all back
I have had my days of crying over you, I lied and said I was over you
When I hear your name I still have a little anger but it will fade in time just like your memory
I have heard time heals everything, this can be true
But one never can forget your kind of love that broke a young girls heart
I have two hands and a heart to put back together

Never thought things would happen the way they did
Never thought I would cry over you
Never thought I could feel this hurt by someone I loved

I didn't take that good advise
my mind was blank when I was with you
It never mattered to you and now it matters less than nothing to me
times passes and the pain goes away one small bit at a time
Even when I am having the worst day the pain still seems to fade
You will find this pain one day
It will hurt and make you cry, and you will ask "why me"
Maybe then you will know what it is like
what it is like to have your heart broken
....To be alone
......To be told you dont matter
.........To be less than a thought to someone
.............To know what love can really do to a heart

The pain will help me learn from my mistake
I have my whole life ahead of me
So I am going to take my time

Author's Note

This is for anyone who has been hurt by a careless person