eye open.

blast your "idea" you damn fool!!!!

im living life born and grew tall understanding what is a reality to the degree of others and not that of my own, i float along and my emotional presence is nill but not none, i have a flood of feeling but it is mainly untapped, i watch and observe and have a hard time dealing with the repetitiveness, im a third done with this life and for what i can tell it is a scenario after scenario with the same blocks put in different places, the blocks never change, there are many blocks but they don't oppose my perception, they fit and change but remain blocks. i am a third old and will have 2 thirds left and am already seeing the main resemblance of blocks matching their self within two different scenarios....i become bored and i see the same blocks, the same version of the same version,colors, and diversity is rich but still just the same blocks in a different pattern, nothing changed other then the way we understand our own perception, we can base our psyche off of others and realize sanity too the degree that is acceptable but you feel your going insane because that's just those blocks lining up in a different pattern, but accepted perceptions based on self alignment will fail without the understandings and evaluation of an outside perspective, i see only perspectives changing but not the blocks that make reality, we are here because WE are here.