Hollywood

About a guy I was very fond of that I'm still having a hard time getting over. Can't get him out of my head, as of yet.

I found a paradise in memories of you.

A movie in my mind

With encores by the minute.

A collage of clips I can't seem to dash

Reminds me of feelings that caused me to act rash.

But much like a train wreck or a car crash I can't stop.

So I'll get the popcorn and continue to watch.

Author's Note

Ignore grammar.

This song pretty much reflects how I felt at the time when things start going south :
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcRi3j8sjtU

The lines that stick out the most to me from it are:
"I get so lonely, I forget what I'm worth
We get so lonely, we pretend that this works
I'm so ashamed of myself think I need therapy
I'm sorry I'm not more attractive
I'm sorry I'm not more ladylike"

Reviews

[T.S. Sky]

Very good work. I love it.

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you! I appreciate it 😊

[T.S. Sky]

You're welcome. :)

[Ana B.]

oh boy, i love this, not sappy but with a certain dignity and heartache without sounding cliche. Lovely words :)

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you Ana B.! I'm glad it wasn't corny lol

[Phill Oz O'fee]

The 'replays' when we close our eyes and live events again can be both sad or joyous - loved the imagery in your short poignantly penned piece! :-)

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you! I know it's something everyone's been through at some point, including myself, so I had to write about it.

[Pravir]

Its a good one. . . i liked it. . short,Simple but very effective . keep sharing

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you!

[WoodenChair]

Another inspiring poem wow! i love your work, just want to go and hammer my head against a wall for an hour to make sure this poem stays in there

[Fanicia E.]

Aw, that's really sweet if not a bit macabre lol. Thank you!

[WoodenChair]

Really loved it!

[Fanicia E.]

I'm glad you did!

[John Alexander McFadyen]

You mange to express this dilemma well in a short pathos filled metaphor.

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you, I appreciate the feedback 😊

[Nora]

It's great one , i love it, good job fanicia 😊

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you so much! Thanks for reading :)

[Nora]

My pleasure 😊

[emmajoy]

Fanicia, dear friend.. you might never get over that but as of 2021, you might be skipping along another path. Come show your steps, my friend.

Many thanks for getting in touch.. Take care, keep safe. please.

[Arabella Rose]

I really liked it x creative💕 x

[Fanicia E.]

Thank you!