Deadly

Encompassing your irreverent actuality with something so pure 

So clear cut
Almost indescribable
Yet plexiglass like

Complex only by what is misunderstood 

Misinterpreted by fallacies of falsehoods 

Falsehoods stemming from brotherhoods

So unbrotherly the way these brotherhoods operate 

So unholy the way you seem to justify these tyrants

Tyrannical in your speech 

Nonplussed by ignorance 

Ignorance that cuts into your skin 

Penetrates deeper than one should 

Much deeper than you should

As your clammy hands and jaundiced cheeks approach me 

I am in your rapture
Almost in your capture
But not quite

Not quite enough to totally encompass me
Inhabiting unpaved, unmarred realities only to realize the ink splatters lead you to nothing

Dead end

Not really dead though

Rotting away is your peachy smile 

Decomposing-it’s been there for a while

Blue toenails chipping away 

Eating away at what was once art 

What once I could tear apart-

Too complex to whiten your smile 

Too tattered to formulate anything real

So unreal
As these memories peel
Again, that blatant dead end
Lively start as your innocence falls apart