What are the odds on LIving Life..And Making It...

She lay in her coffin at the funeral home.

I saw her cold and unemotional

that broke my heart as I said goodbye.

I sit and wondered if her son was

going to be joining her son

in the grave. As he couldn't live

without her.

As this year, has been one hell of

a wicked year. And it's not even

over yet.

I sometimes wonder does God really exist?

Getting so angry and mad.  Let alone very upset

about our everyday s**t lives.

Why,  does all this badness happen to us?

What did we do wrong?

The questions,  I can't answer or

even begin to understand at times. Only

things do happen for whatever reason?

You go to bed at night. And pray you to don't

wake up in the morning. And when

you do you brace yourself for another awful

day ahead.

Of stress, anxiety, upset and more so drama

of some description that is ahead of you.

Your daily meds for all your own medical problems

you pop them into your mouth to help you cope and relax.

Haha. What a laugh that is.

Life really is like" going around a fast racetrack without

no breaks or safety helmet on and you just pray you to get

to make it across the finish line alive.

Unhurt and overwhelmingly relieved if you do make it

that far until then you hold your breath and freewheel.

And if not. It was not meant to be.

Life is cruel and mocks as well as being unexpected, to

say the least about living it. The best you can as you.

Reviews

[jacob erin-cilberto]

we do the best we can, but sometimes it seems that certain people get all the bad breaks...and they are good people...they live shorter lives than those who are corrupt, mean, thoughtless...and never are sick and we do wonder...why God chooses the way he does...it's just the way it is...
and again, all we can do is survive it the best we can...and get the most out of the good moments.
j.

[Ahnjolie McKenna]

Dawn... I feel the frustration and anger of your thoughts and experiences within every word you have written. I realise that there is nothing that I may say to convince you of the existence of God, so I shall not attempt it. However, I send you my heartfelt wishes that you discover those moments that bring you to smile, embrace your heart most tenderly and create memories that shall never fade. You deserve that. You write with the honesty and emotion that evokes a response in the reader. Not everyone is able to express themselves so perfectly. That is a gift from God. :) Thank you for sharing of yourself. Soft smiles for you...
Ahnjolie