Shitville life.....welcome have a crap day with a smile.

Manic emotions

trying to balance

my life and

problems out.

Failing badly

with other peoples

woes on top

added to mine.

I am sinking

fast.

Feeling who

cares about me.

No one.

Gifts of guilt

to appease me

or them.

Due to all

the crap

they

take out

on me

with a

moan and

groan

and nagging.

Fun filled

s**t life for me.

Born to live

in hell

and it is

hard.

Reviews

[angel]

Please don't feel that I am being pushy because I don't mean to be, but honey, you need Jesus in your life; truly.
Please try this: say this prayer. It doesn't have to be out loud.

Lord Jesus, for too long I’ve kept you out of my life. I know that I am a sinner and that I cannot save myself. No longer will I close the door when I hear you knocking. By faith I gratefully receive your gift of salvation. I am ready to trust you as my Lord and Savior. Thank you, Lord Jesus, for coming to earth. I believe you are the Son of God who died on the cross for my sins and rose from the dead on the third day. Thank you for bearing my sins and giving me the gift of eternal life. I believe your words are true. Come into my heart, Lord Jesus, and be my Savior. Amen.

Really, I believe that this will help you. I don't know what else I can do. I hope it helps; I feel that you are in a lot of pain and feeling that no one cares. But someone does, and, more importantly, so does Someone Else.

[Onlyme]

angel, your not being pushy, you care. Simply as that. And thank you for caring and the prayer bless you also Dawn. ps I will be saying it to 😊💕

[andrew mitchell]

a nice write on being where you don't want to be, begs the question on solitude being so peaceful and calm.

[Onlyme]

Mylife to contempt and just relax and be at one. When it's quite and calm. Other times in life it's far from either. But then to much solitude is lonesome and overpowering other times. It's find the happy inbetween. Ironically.

[θεά]

Angsty, anguish-laden write, Dawn. I hope the narrator realizes how precious she is and that no one really matters except yourself, in the journey of life.

Hugs.
M.

[Onlyme]

That is true Mallika, anxiety and fear are also other symptons of life journey for me. Dawn

[lightsong]

Stay away from these kind of people, those who pull their negative emotions and thoughts unto others, with a selfish attitude without caring about the person who is standing in front of them or about their feelings, it's different to share the good and bad, to speak as to listen too, and to only bring out the bad out of their minds and hearts, speaking and only speaking while You should only sit there listing to their nagging and complains, the funny thing that many times there is nothing worth to be complained about, it is just a habit of them, they are not satisfied with anything, not even themselves.

stay away from them my dear because it will only drag Your energy and exhaust You, until they wake up, we will have another story, and if they are a person You care about, You need to speak openly with them about it, may be they don't recognize their attitude toward You as they've took You for granted and because they are comfortable with You they are like that, and You've been generous enough to always be like the trusted companion to them, You allowed them to do it more not knowing things will turn that way.

well I surely spoke a lot into this piece lol, all the best for You my dear, with a fresh happy new Dawn to come :)

[Onlyme]

Thanks Light for your concern and the info. bless you. Dawn.

[light and ashes]

I couldn't help but laugh a little at this. A sad laugh, I always laugh through the pain. It seems to make it easier.

[Weeping willow]

Been there many times, as others who are hurting also lay their problems on your lap, hoping to find some comfort and strength. God be with you in times of struggling pain ;- Can feel your words.

[Onlyme]

Thankyou Weeping willow, sorry to hear you have felt the same way. Hope you are feeling stronger and better within you too. hugs Dawn💞

[Coyote Poetry]

Living in hell. Bad place to be. Can run or hide. Better to run. I liked the honest thoughts and you made the reader feel the situation. Thank you Dawn for sharing the amazing poetry.
Coyote

[Onlyme]

Thanks Coyote, hugs Dawnj

[Coyote Poetry]

You are welcome Dawn. I love your work.

[wordman]

pour your self a good stiff drink

[Onlyme]

prefer food but thanks Ron. hugs Dawn

[wordman]

food makes you fat

[Onlyme]

yeah I know but happy lol