Another day.

I wish I could be stronger

and not need to write my

heart on here.

I wish I just didn't have

the life I live.

But sadly, the reality  is

this is me.

Fate was not kind.

Fate is cruel and uncaring.

You just have to deal with

the cards you are dealt.

And all my life. I have

tried to do just that.

Go with the flow and

swim against the current.

And dig myself

out of the

pit of hell.

So many times.

I give up the counting

of how many times.

I should be grateful

as I have not turned

to alcohol or drugs.

And deep down am

not a bad person.

But none of this

makes me feel better.

Just another day

in the life of a fucked

up person. Just trying

to make it alive for

another day.