I knew it less the day before
When time had touched its limit
A crow came swiftly to my door
To carry out his business
My sacrifice, his thirsty need
He made my bed the river bleed
Into the sea! he guaranteed
Forever left to swim it
I knew it once I saw the man
With knives, he put them to me
He smiled and called me Mary-Anne
And pushed his hands right through me
But all in white, I pay my fees
A vestal lock without a key
My empty shell, through which I see
That God Himself renews me
So from this flesh I split into
My achromatic vessel
A common prayer could see me through
The slit through which I wrestle
But no one knows the singing prose
(the words that rest upon the nose)
To salvage me, to interpose
The solace, here I nestle
To float betwixt the one by one
The waiting line that baits me
What fated Him to keep me from
The Eden that awaits me?
To chain me to the day by day
And never choose to lead astray
The sullen breeze that blows away
The love that could inflate me
Stained and sewn with to-and-fro
A gift from those who wove me
The apropos I'll never know-
The kingdom up above me
But here and there shall realign
As Earth and Heaven intertwine
I circumvent the bottom line
That Death, alone could love me
So where and what, I never am
My fallen rite of passage
For far and near are all I have;
Besides, my lack of passion
Confines me to the in between
And blends me with the world unseen
But I will rise on Halloween
Like Phoenix from the ashes