Dark days

Dark days are still upon me

Even with everything going on

It just feels like these dark days are so wrong

Wrong time, wrong place, wrong body, wrong face

If they only saw what i saw

I wish i could see life as beautiful and raw

But I stay with all this doubt in my head

Grabbing all the attention it can get

Never turning off but going full throttle instead

No drugs, no alcohol just pure distraious thoughts swirling in my head

Dark, grey, grim

Literally that's how it all seems inside

Hopefully these are just one off days

Secretly hope keeps me sane

Self care thats what will get me there

To that point I want to reach

Till I can climb that mountain and finally breathe

When I get there, I’m gonna be so happy

I can just imagine it

Me being where I want to be

With no dark days in front of me