Emotion, rains

And when it rains, all my emotions are let out
I feel as if I less to cry about

I say things no longer bother me
But in honestly, they torment me

I know that this will never go away
Yet I still pray for better days

I've tried to remove myself from this disease
Instead it continues to run wildly, inside of me

Is there a such thing as relief?
No, I don't believe

They say things get better in time
It's been five months, when will it reach its prime

I have nothing left to say
All I am is grey

Written on January 27th, 2012 *(1-27-12)*