Is this Really Me?

A new hairstyle, a new outfit

All because I want to be like them

How much am I being who I really am?

Is this really me?

A new conversation, a new plan in my head

This will make them want to talk to me

Am I really interested in it, though?

Is this really me?'

A new night alone crying

Not new, I've had nights like this before

Why do I yearn for them to notice my existence?

Is this really me?

A new plan for a conversation with the head

Psh, he's ignorant anyway

Will he really listen-is it even worth trying?
Is this really me?

No.