I'm Feeling (Not) Okay

I'm Feeling (Not) Okay

A Poem by Eleña ♥ Milan

Some problems just need to be faced, And sometimes it's not always going to be okay.

Questions left open-ended. 

Relationships abandoned, left with so much resentment.

You were so quick to leave me to die, 

Cause all I did was hold you back; All you wanted to do was fly. 

And I am not a nobody... 

But what's a somebody in a nobody town? 

I could get in my car and drive away,

But in the back seat, it's still my fighting pain

My head forces me to believe that you'll come back someday

And that probably means I'll sit here everyday. 

Waiting on your return, so you can come to stay; 

And running in these streets was never part of my dream 
But I did it so you'd stay
I just feel used now, and there's nothing left to dream
I just have nightmares now, floating down the stream 




































I drank so much that I'm immune to being drunk, 
It tastes like water and I feel
like Vodka's lost its spunk

I had a feeling that I'd never get rid of this pain
I couldn't even get drunk anymore, so I poured it down the drain 

They told me before that you weren't worth the worry, 
And how stubborn of me because now I'm left broken, trying to write you a story... 

A story that you'll never read. 
A love that you'll never feel. 
How did I hold on to something like this for so long; when it was never real?

© 2017 Eleña ♥ Milan


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Powerful use of words and thoughts.
And running in these streets was never part of my dream
"But I did it so you'd stay
I just feel used now, and there's nothing left to dream
I just have nightmares now, floating down the stream "
I understand the poem and the above lines. Most of us shall know and find. Life teaches us many things. I believe we must learn. Keep going forward and leave the trash behind. Thank you Elena for sharing the amazing poetry. Please send read requests to me. I like your work.
Coyote

Posted 6 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.




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Powerful use of words and thoughts.
And running in these streets was never part of my dream
"But I did it so you'd stay
I just feel used now, and there's nothing left to dream
I just have nightmares now, floating down the stream "
I understand the poem and the above lines. Most of us shall know and find. Life teaches us many things. I believe we must learn. Keep going forward and leave the trash behind. Thank you Elena for sharing the amazing poetry. Please send read requests to me. I like your work.
Coyote

Posted 6 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

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Slowly the pain disappears, it still there, hidden, waiting, waiting for the next heartbreak.I think the big fella upstairs needs to make the fairer sex more hard hearted, give them the "f**k 'em " attitude.
Enjoyed the read


Posted 6 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.


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Tags: break up, relationship, love, pain, sadness, depression

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