You're not mine anymore

Sometimes I sit in a blur

Wondering if your thinking about me

Because I’m thinking of you

Even though I’ve convinced myself I don't care

 

Sometimes when I look at you my knees go weak

Sometimes my heart beats so loud I can swear you can hear it

My stomach goes into painful knots

And memories flood my mind

 

Painful memories are mixed with good memories

My feelings get mixed up

My mind races uncontrollably

And my emotions clash with logic

 

I see you flirt with other girls and jealousy consumes me

Anger takes over

And frustration consumes my heart

 

But then I realize something

You’re not mine anymore

You are free from my affection

And care

 

You belong to no one anymore

And this thought takes over every part of me

That single thought kills me a little

You’re not mine anymore

And that is unchangeable...

 

Tears stream down my face at this thought

It becomes hard to breath

And everything in me twists

Into painful knots

 

I miss you...

But your simply not mine anymore.............

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

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Reviews

[thoughts of jade]

so sad... this also happened to me. i can really relate to your poem.

this poem is nicely written! keep writing!

[Abbie]

if this about "him" you got to stop writing about him. your just going to keep thinking how he broke your heart and keep swimming in sadness.

100/100

[Shannon Math]

This poem relates to my love life. Thanks for getting to the point I need to face.

xD

[Sunny Skye]

Very sad. Nice poem.

[Calypso]

So sad. I hate the feeling that you've lost someone.

[Brook Hughes]

How sad!!! I'm sorry about your puppy! I lost one of my close animal friend too! Keep writing!

[Norma M Sutton]

Truth be told we can own no one even though it seems as though we do or should in a relationship. Nicely written

[Coyote Poetry]

Hard to be close to someone you care for. The poem told a story of a miss friend. I believe we need to hold on to people who we needed to be in our life. Ain't easy but can be done. A sad ending to a very good poem. Thank you.
Coyote

[*skittlez*]

i agree with storiestotell when you want someone it is hard because they might not want you anymore good job on this poem