Unsure

My current feelings. Im not sure if this could be consider a poem but, here it is anyways.

I guess its true what they say ..the least attention you receive the more you crave.

When you want someone, and i mean really want someone you automatically crave their attention.

But when that person is already yours and they don't show you the affection or attention you deserve you almost feel damaged ... you start to wonder.

What is wrong with me?

Am I not good enough ?

Does he not like me as much as i do him?

Is he going to leave me soon?

How did he treat his other girlfriends?

Did he show them more love and affection than me? 

Are they more special?

You question every single thing there possibly is to question and it drives you insane. 

It literally eats you alive.

Being unsure. 

Being unsure is the most uneasy feeling that there is to possibly feel. 

& That is exactly how I happen to feel ... Unsure ..