I Can Not WIN

No matter how far you go its never enough for someone even tho they faults are hidden

The miles that I have ran to win this trophy
. that I been in love with
. for milestones many times my heart has recovered
. from emergency recovery of the pain
. that has been on fire without a no chance of saving the ashes
. I have dug tunnels
. built skyscrapers to earn trust in your soul
. that has been crushed
. I can not win this trophy
. that I have bleed tears for
. my body aches from the feel of machete's
. that rips threw me I no longer know who I am
. I can no longer have strength to fight this wave of destruction
. I will drown with acceptance of defeat
. knowing my imprint wasn't enough for you to save me
. I can not win so I hand over my sacrifice for you
win this battle
. I can not win.