Crumbled

Standing on pedestal
In my mind you were
This vision
Intelligent
Comforting
Strong....

Standing on pedestal
Godess inspired
I created
Dismissing other
Angels who promised bliss.

Hallucinogens
You inhale
Pedestal crumbling
Topples over
As I immerse myself in
Things past
Feeling uneasy
Heavy
Spririt crying for you
Now....

Golden rays of
Light
Circle your head
No more....
Pedestal no longer
In sight.
Vision I created
No longer
Truth...
Bliss replaced
By chaos
Rage filled eyes
Saddend.
Pedestal
Crumbled.

-----©Sheenae Westmoreland