If Love were Radiation

I am disturbed

These toxic fumes are collecting like a second skin

Intoxication brewing in my mind

Hazy mazes contorting my vision keep breathing it all in

Letting it seep into my cells

There is a glow distorting myself

Until all my senses are cut and lost

I swear I can hear God

Repeating a single word

This radiation is carrying your name

Driving me insane

A venomous concoction with your label scribbled on it

I peel it away

Doesn't change that it is what it is

And like a warning from the Devil

I tilt the vial back

It burns down my throat

I'm hearing angels

They are screeching like imps

This is no black and white story

No secret allegory

Just another lost soul

Stuck in that web

Dying inside and out

If Love were Radiation

I'm leaving stained

No way I'm getting out alive