Everything

She now knows how I feel about her. All I can do is hope she does not think less or respect me less or hate me because of the love I hold for her...

Everything

Nothing ever changes baby,
Nothing ever stays the same,
Everything keeps spinning baby,
Every single day.

Feet anchored to the ground,
Lead weighing down my heart.
Don't think I should be around ya,
Yeah, maybe I should restart.

Nothing makes sense now,
Everything has changed.
Its really funny how,
Simple words can rearrange.
Everything.
Everything.

I can't swallow air, no.
I can't say a thing!
It's all gone to hell now,
So f**k this! F**k everything!

I don't know if you can,
Really quite understand.
The things you make me feel girl,
When your holding my hand!

Everything.
Everything.
Everything.

So i'll take this, take that!
I'll roll with the punches but I won't take it all back!
Is this it and everything?
Why is love, such an evil thing?

Author's Note

New poem after a temporary hiatus. I have been in love with this girl for a few years, maybe even sice I met her,now she knows or even always knew I am not sure, but I fear her opinion of me has changed and that I may have lost te friendship of the person I love.