im drunk

i hate her

im drunk

 

i wish you left because of something I had done

but you didnt, it was because of the poisoned one

 

I had no hand in that trouble

no hand in that wake

 

yet im to be punished and feel the heart ache

 

i feel like i have done something wrong

 

you said you wouldn't leave

I gamble on that sentiment

 

i had a few bricks left up but down they came

i let you in fast and you left just the same

 

im mad and hurt my hands are tied

 

leave me for something I have done

 

not because of the poisoned one

 

i cant contend with what you had to loose

 

cant be angry I would never make you choose

 

but I opened myself up to continue her abuse

 

I only had you for such a short while

 

what she did to you was horrid and vile

 

what she still does haunts you yet

 

I wish I could make your loved ones forget

 

it will take some time for me to move on begrudgingly

 

I will always wish I could have held on

 

you made me laugh and made me smile

 

even though so many miles apart...i gave you my heart

 

and just as fast and furious we fell...what she did tour us apart

 

 

Author's Note

im drunk and have no comment on this format