Forever at last

A real incident.

                                             Forever at last...

Whatever to happen was no real or was it?

Just the time passes...... Can't there be such a time?

A forever at last:

A forever for the last?

Heart beat was so rapid

My last glittered forever

My entire body needs more blood

Oh God, I'm not able to breathe even..

I think I'll die now, in front of you....

Am I dreaming? No it's real.

It's unusual from usual.

Perfect silence; and I was numb.

I could not stare

Because.......... he was.

Don't know what to do...!

Let him in or just stay out??

He felt my heart beat

And I'm sure that......

I'm gonna miss the entire him

I could see fire in his eyes.

The sort of a need...

My hands were cold and so were his

It's gonna be over

Only a limited time

Not a word has been uttered

I'm not dreaming, it's real.

I had and I have a lot of things to say to him.

But my tongue could not move...

I could not breathe...

Closer.........

A bit more...

At that moment I think my heart failed to beat:

Thought it was stuck in between!

Always...... Forever.

When the slightest of the slightest,

The softest skins touched,

A wave of electricity passed from my

backbone till my toes.

Oh my good! Nevermore a repeat

Yeah! That happened.

My first one.

The one I longed for...

The one that I wished for a lot...

But couldn't accept..

Though!!

Maybe it's just over

Pretend like nothing happened.

I turned away.

Smile was over flowing in my lips,

That I bit my lower lip

To hide it a bit.

I went inside to take a glass of water

And I don't know for what I did so...

I could not stand before him

I could not bear to see his fiery eyes

It could just burn me down.....

With a glass of water

I went just before him...

I could not...

"I'm sorry.."

With that instead of going to my room

I went outside

Because I knew indoors can be dangerous too...

It was then normal again

His usual smiles and tweaks.

Made me come back normal again.

And now I doubt whether such a thing happened.

A forever at last

A forever for the last

Can't just swallow it up fully

Just as Shakespeare expressed Bassanio's 

feelings of doubt whether the applauses were really for him.

And did that really happen?

And was it the real me?

A forever at last

A forever for the last....