the help that never came and sealed my fate

I cried for help but nobody listened
I went for help but you pushed me away
You told me to come back at a later date
I finally met with you to explain
But all you did was blame
You made stay in that room
And make a list
But all it did was get me pissed
When I tried to leave you told me I couldn’t
And I wouldn’t
I sat there for over 2 hours
Then finally you basically said your on your own
I was in udder disbelief
But now I know if I have a problem
Know one will know
Unless you get a call or hear an ambulance
Then you will know things got too far
But nobody will ever know
The real reason this all happened to me

The quiet girl who lets people hurt her
Who never tells until its too late
Too much for her to handle
And it starts smothering her
And sealing her casket
No way out is what it would say
And also at my funeral I would want everyone to know
It could have been prevented if someone would of listened
Gave me the chance to explain and get me help
But nobody ever will or does

So I guess that just means I am not worth your time
Worth anything to you
I am like a ticking bomb that one day will explode
But nobody will hear until its too late
There’s no where to go
Nowhere that gives me hope
One day I hope someone will understand

That if you were my friend
That you guys are everything I have
The only thing I love
And if I ever hurt you
I never intended too
Because really you guys keep me alive
You keep me going when I’m down
You guys are all I ever need and all I ever want
And one day when I can’t tell you thank you
I hope you guys understand that there's no words to explain how much you mean
To the

my time is running out
my mouth is full of doubt
if your reading I hope you understand
that I tried for help but I never got anywhere
the things he did went uncared about
all they did was tell me they couldn't do anything
they said he was a good kid
said i lead him on
I got nowhere and that's where the story ends
it ends with the tears running down my face
the burning feelings
me crawled up in a ball
hoping that I don't die
worrying if he had something
something deadly
that could kill at any moment
the end of me could be soon
because of you
and what you made me do

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

A nice set-up of the poem. Giving the poem more strength and built-up to the sad story and emotion in the poem. Sometimes we must escape on our own. Few people in a life do we release fear and sadness to. A powerful tale in this excellent poem. Life is chances. We will know more pain then pleasure.
Coyote