i know you're hungry

a monologue type of writing, my first to be honest

what's wrong?

why aren’t you eating?

you should be

you know how important it is

you already skipped breakfast

you know the deal

just take a bite for God’s sake!

it’s not that hard

just lift the fork and take a bite

it won’t kill you

just a small piece

we made a promise, remember?

we have to work hard

 

i know you're hungry

 

yesterday?

just forget about yesterday already

it was one bad day, starving today won't erase it

they were just cookies!

okay, maybe too many of them

but they were delicious

but it's different now

we made a promise, remember?

things will change

starting today

come on, take bite, its going cold

you can’t skip lunch too

don’t make me angry

it was just one day of bad eating! just one!

 

let’s just.. let’s just forget it

new day new start!

i’m trying hard, okay?

we want the same

fitting into small size jeans

having the curves

looking sexy and confident

feeling feminine

we have to work hard

harder than others

we weren’t born like that

we already had this conversation

what do you mean you are going back to bed?

you were there all day

you can’t go back

you know sleeping is not going to fill you up

it’s going to be worse when you wake up

i beg you

 

well, you are awake again

did you sleep well?

i guess not, no one can sleep well while hungry

so can we have that meal now?

thank you, finally

it’s pretty good. and healthy

not much flavour though

eat slower! no rush

and it’s over

what do you mean you don’t feel full?

you just had a full plate of food

just wait for it to settle

i’m telling you to wait

the muffins?

what about them?

yes, they are in the cupboard

yes, there they are

are you sure you want them now?

you just had lunch

well okay, one can’t hurt

so tasty

okay, maybe one more

so yummy

okay, close the lid

lets put them back

i know

i know they were delicious

but let’s think about something else

let’s watch a video

would be nice to snack on something

no no no

we have plans remember?

god this muffin is so good

one

two

three

four

damn its gone, just one more would be so nice

wait

we have peanut butter

and some chips

and grapes

fruits don’t count, they are healthy, right?

and now there's nothing left

hmm not our best day

i mean, we had a plan

i feel sick

look at your tummy, so bloated

what should we do?

you want to do that?

no, you know we can’t

alright, just once

...

well, is it any better?

was it worth it?

red face, teary eyes, mouth tasting like vomit

yes, your tummy looks smaller

for now

but we were about to go out tonight

just look at yourself

what if they notice?

just cancel it

let's watch a movie

let’s forget everything

don’t cry

tomorrow, a new start

promise me

I believe in you

let's sleep

good night

 

good morning

hungry?

no?

we can skip breakfast

just today

so, ready for lunch?

okay, here it is

what's wrong?

why aren’t you eating?

you should be

you know how important it is

you already skipped breakfast.

you know the deal

what about yesterday?

just forget about it already

it was just one bad day

Just take a bite for Gods sake!

its not that hard

we made a promise, remember?

 

i know you're hungry

Author's Note

i would be very happy to hear you opinion
thank you