My Love StoryA Story by stars are far"Sorry seems to be the hardest word", that was the first
thing you sent me, attached to your sweet lovely picture which made my heart
bomb and beat faster than ever, I lied at that moment saying that you’re not
cute, when you actually made me sleepless thinking about your beauty ... It was
amazing, how we met was actually a miracle to me, since I was stuck in that
love that was impossible, but I don't know what happened to me when you first
talked to me , I was mesmerized by your beauty and your words, you were so
sweet.. you sent me that song to ask me what should you do to make me care
about you ... I laughed so much ,and said "whatever you do, I will never
care about you " ... Day after day ,week after week... where we used to
fight every day , I don’t know exactly about what, but those were the cutest
fights ever.. I saw you at the corner of the street for the first time, you
were a gentleman and I knew that from the way you treated me , I found it
amazing, we walked together, and actually after I saw your eyes, I forgot
everything, even how to speak..so I stayed silent, but you did talk to me,
maybe few words, but just you being around me ,made my heart explode... I left
,thinking and thinking and thinking about many things I wanted to ask you
about, but I didn’t..yeah I was too weak !! or just shy ..yes I was shy , they
all have said that once or more to me.. . before July ended , we were in a
relationship, that was when you called at dawn, and I said that I like you just
like you do ,and it’s okay for us to be together... it was amazing how I felt..
about us, you were like everything to me... As our love started to
grow, with trust and promises... and with you becoming a part of me, you made
me forget everyone that ever stepped my life, and made me totally commit to you
, I forgot all...I just remember you ,and I was ready to do everything to make
you happy, and to see your smile, yes that smile that shows your pearls and
that sound that made me fly to ecstasy.. our first date was one of the best
days, remember? our first kiss..I fainted when you got close to me, from
happiness or just because some stuff are better not to be seen, and only the
feelings stayed there..it’s still here in my head... and when you said you love
me, I love you too my answer was, but my heart had said many words like:” I
want us to be together forever..and for you to always smile and never stop
laughing”...and so many things.. and when you held my hand, I couldn’t stop
myself from kissing your cheek ...you know it also feel better than anything..
I felt I was drunk, yes..I couldn’t feel anything more than happiness in my
veins...our first date..was a memory and a grave for so many secrets that were
expelled in that day...We played the song that is by One direction band ,back
then I loved it, very much..."truly, madly ,deeply in love" the song
was called ......On our second date..where you hugged me and said…"when
you put your arms around me I feel like a kind"..then I stepped back to
gaze at your eyes..when you said :"and now I lost my crown"... When every
daylight say goodbye, we used to say hello for the new day together, you used
to tease me about the silliest stuff, and I loved that, you were such a funny
and a sweet guy at the same time, you were really the best ...with every secret
I gave to you, with every promise you gave me, and with every kiss we kept...I
was falling deeper for you ,until I sank to my neck and then my head... My
breathe became your love, your everything became my world.. With every "I
love you " I used to fall deeper in love... I could never be as happy as I
were at those days.. Months passed by, with
the happiest life and the happiest days I was living, I was trying my best to
make you happy, until January came... I thought it held with it the secrets of
a happy life ,even when you were working on the new year's eve, I didn’t mind that
because you called me...you said you want us to spend the best year
together..you said you want this happiness to exist in everyday in the new year..and
with ever second in the countdown you used to say you love me..I used to say I
love you too...but then.. our day came..the 7th of January... We were totally
missing each other since it have been a month ,since we last met... we wanted
to take a break from this tough life and those tough days..so we met.. you sang
to me at that day..we were alone..we danced together..even when I don’t know
how to dance.. but I did dance ,we did..for love..for happiness.. yes that it..
you sang to me, You and I by one direction when it became your favorite band
too... "did they ever hold each other tight like us, did they ever fight
like us" you said those words (Lyrics) then we kissed so hard..yes harder
than ever...I cried..from happiness..you whispered to me "I will never
leave you..I love you "I hugged you so tight..and yes..that was our
longest date..can I also say the best day, you put me between your arms when i
played the same song in our first date…"truly, madly, deeply in love"
,but tears were running on my cheeks…I was happy..I felt those words..I tasted
the true feeling of love and the real love..I said I love you more than hundred
time..yes I was annoying..but I love you .. you said that too... After 20
days, you said you needed space.. I was shocked actually, but I was okay since
you deserve it..but I was shocked..Like a break from me!!!..but I didn’t react
for that ..I gave you a break hoping that it will be okay after that..few more
days..before one day from my finals.. you said we are over..I couldn’t believe
it..I still don’t believe it.. why ? I mean we were perfect together.. have you
even been happy like you were with me ? and then why .. why did you block me..
you said that won’t hurt me..but it did..I was hurt..really hurt..more than you
think..more than anyone imagine.. you were a dream that came true to me.. you
know.. I was the happiest creature in this whole universe..you were my universe
..yes you were more than that to me.. you were that happy part.. the
smiles..the laughs..and every word that I used to say..I used to mean..you
meant everything to me..I called you my universe...yes. your pictures are still
there..on my phone..my laptop..saved on a CD and kept on a flash memory..you
know..we only had one picture for us together..would that be a sign that we
will only be together for one time..which is forever..or did that time
end.??... will you regret the fact that you left me? ..okay i won’t let you
feel that bad thing..I’m here..and will always be here..whenever you need me...
I’m here ..for you..I actually live for you ...
"Baby" I miss that word, you know that I miss it..I miss
you..your smile...you laugh ,even when I have a voice record for you laughing,
which is the only thing that make laugh then cry so hard.. I miss you..I miss
US...being one..being one...being us..not like anyone else..just you and
me..and well ,being the happiest couple in this whole world..I trust you and
your love..I trusted you and I will always do.. you moved on..I know..you
had a girlfriend I know that too..she said I’m not allowed to talk to you.. but
then you messaged me.. why ? going against her ?...do you even love her?? I
actually doubt that, you just don’t want to be alone..she might be
beautiful..but I never saw her..she might have that charming smile..I also
didn’t see that too..I don’t know her..but I’m sure..she know me well..she
knows what you've done to me.. she was a partner too.. you know..I’m sure you
will be done from her.. and when you are over..remember I’m here... even if I
wasn’t available ,but I will always be by your side.. I promise.. I promise..I
promise you... I will never forget you.. your love, your hand touch, your kiss,
your smile, your eyes, your laughter and most of all I will never forget the
happiness that you made me feel.... I might move
on, one day..might be days, weeks, months, or even years, but i will
always owe you a happiness and a smile..a love that you gave me, and from all
of those people in this world..i chose you to tell him that he is my soul mate,
even if you are not going to be my life partner, you will be the one that have
my heart... i won’t call that a crime, because i gave it to you..i gave to you
with my love and my soul... But for now
please let me beg you to come back to me , I will make you a prince in your own
castle, I will be whatever you want me to be , I will love you just like before
and way more… I will keep you happy, and never make you cry…baby I love you..i
love more than anyone does… trust me more than you love yourself, I swear if I
were to choose between my life and yours I would totally choose
yours..your happiness…your laughter ….baby you are the only person that I
admit is someone worth living for… I would cry every day and night, and
whenever I hear your name, I would cry…just because I miss us ….baby … I miss
you… I miss us… Papers are fed up of me
writing for you but my heart is still full of every single promise I kept and I
will always keep for you … not because of love, but because for me , promises
are kept, even after you chose an opposite way… you will always see that sign
that says: “ I truly love you” …
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