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Screw up

A Story by Suvada

10/15

Dear you,


I made a mistake, i know I did. But im trying to make up for it. And no matter how nice im trying to be. It just seems like you dont care. Like I get I hurt your feelings, and Im sorry. If I could stand on top of a building and scream how sorry I am, I would. I was selfish and naiive. And… Im sorry.


I keep saying it to you, and you keep saying its okay. But really i know its not. Im trying can you give me any credit for it? Yeah we fought over money it might have been something stupid, but i didnt have any, what am i suppose to do.


Dear god,


Why do i always have to be a screw up? Why am i like this? Ihave a hard time looking at myself in the mirror and even liking myself. I always have to hurt the ones i love, why? Why is that? Why cant i just accept everyone and be nice. And not ruin someones day. Why?


Please help me…


--s.m



© 2016 Suvada



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Asking for help and a prayer. Always needed in a life. I liked the honest tone and the request for help at the ending. Thank you Suvada for sharing the excellent story.
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