I Just Want Silence

The poem explains itself

These voices are the Masters of mayham disaster

My eyes keep twitching, up for three weeks not to mention.

I don’t ever sleep, there talking to me.

Screaming at me the voices on my head are never happy.

They keep telling me to hurt everybody,

They keep telling me to disown my family,

They keep telling me Ashari your weak you will never make it give it up already.

We will be here forever to remind you

You don’t even have a top you can climb to.

We will always remind you.

Every bad thiing that has happened you deserved it, your worthless and you will forever be heartbroken.

Just leave me alone,

I tell my mind  to leave me alone, I scream at the mirror just to leave me alone!

My eyes are so heavy from insomnia and tears.

I hear the devils voice in my ears, telling me to take my own life and that the end is near.

As I write this I cry. My demons hold me close at night.

Madness covers me like a blanket

Anxiety holds me like a mother would her child.

 I have been running from my thoughts for a thousand miles.

My feet hurt, im tired, im breaking down.

I just want silence, the only way to get that is to take my own life.

It is so hard to live but so easy to die.

My hands gripped so tightly around this knife.

One slit to the throat and ill be alright. 

Author's Note

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Reviews

[wordman]

i don`t think it`s your mind talking to you but demonic spirits trying to take over your life
an ongoing battle we all fight

[Syreeta]

thank you i appreciate it