Smile on my face is a lie

The smile on my face is a lie. 

I don't know how i get by. 

So much pain from all this love. 

This is why i don't believe in the guy above. 

Blood dripping from my arms to my fingertips.

A silent scream escapes from my lips.

I reach out but no one is there.

You see me hurting but you just stare.

I hate this feeling of wanting to die.

I told you this smile on my face is a lie.

Save me, please, save me.

I wanna escape, i want to be free.

Starting to feel the numbness again. 

Going from okay to insane. 

I grab the razor and make those lines. 

In the light the scarlet shines.

Feelings of hate and pain fade. 

Death flirts with me and i'm not afraid. 

I lay in bed and start to weep. 

Down I fall into a deep sleep.