Lost to Me

Trigger Warning! Mentions of cutting

I know I said 

I wouldn't do it again

But here I am

Hurting and

Forgetting my friend

I can't remember what she said

that night

so now I make myself bleed for it

for forgetting

But I look at the blood

running down my leg

and in my head

I think,

"I'll never get that blood back,

It is lost to me."

Dear friend,

How've you been

How's your head

Hope you don't forget

But how can you forget

What I never said

Before I left

I had a shot

But then I had to leave

Now I'll never get you back

You are lost to me

But I look at the blood

running down my leg

and in my head

I think,

"I'll never get that blood back,

It is lost to me."

It is lost to me

She is lost to me

Hope is gone for me

Reviews

[BBP]

This flowed like a song. So of course I loved it.

The fear of forgetting........ its one of the scariest things we face.

[Mr.Writer]

Beautiful... wow! Great job! :)

[Ashe Conten]

Thank you!

[Mr.Writer]

You always make me happy when I read your writing!
"I can't remember what she said
that night
so now I make myself bleed for it
for forgetting"
A cunning, delicate, beautiful line you made... :)

[Ashe Conten]

Thank you so much, you don't know how much that means to me!

[Mr.Writer]

No problem :) You're a great writer