My past year.

How I really feel. I am an open and blunt person with nothing to hide from the world.

My past year was hell. I was cheated on, betrayed by family, physically hurt by family, and lost some good friends. I watched the Dark knight like everyday just so I could hear Harvey Dent say "The night is always darkest before the dawn, I promise you the dawn is coming." I needed to hear that everyday, just in order to hope it was true. It still hasn't come yet. At this point I do not think it ever will. I'm moving, starting over in a new town, losing friends, and I am not looking forward to it. I honestly don't know how I got by till now. I've had thoughts of how I could end it all, but I made a choice that is was a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I didn't know how I could go on.. Then some thing in me told me to text some one, this some one I had not talked to in a while, some one I have on a pedestal where she belongs. Shes always been my wall, I just didn't know it yet. She's talked me off a ledge so many times without me even realizing it. The only reason I'm writing this is because I don't care if people know how I feel about my feelings I just needed a way to get it out there in the open. That girl is now my girl friend. She keeps me sane, she makes me feel both safe and happy. Even if I gave me life for her that wouldn't even come close to how thankful I am to her. Shes changed my life for the better, and thanks to her I'm never going back. If she reads this I want her to know how much I love her and how much i appreciate everything she dose not just for me but for every one. She never stops giving and shes always caring. You will never meet some one like her, shes a one of a kind. That's more then just a line. Thanks for saving me hun. I don't know what I did to deserve her but I'm glad I did it.   

Reviews

[Crifa]

What you did to deserve her....just being you was enough but then you went ahead and made her every single day. Pushing you further and further into her life. You don't stop trying even when she does. Going into a new town is gonna be hard but you will never lose your true friends no matter what. You won't see them as much but you all will have to try that much harder to keep your friendship alive bringing you closer than you thought you could ever become

[I'llXloveXherXforever]

Crifa that honestly just made my night. If theres any friend that I know I wont lose its you man! Ill be living right down the street from your school so you can come chill when ever you want. Times are really hard and i try not to complain but just to know I got a good friend like you behind me helps more then a guy can tell thanks man, you've always been a great friend.

[Crifa]

I don't know about that...I kinda drifted away for a bit and I thank you for not giving up on me man. I'll be sure to run to your house afterschool and hang for a bit everyday

[I'llXloveXherXforever]

Dude your at a better more successful place, you got a bright future ahead of you. I'm saying this as a brother says to another brother, I'm proud of you man. You're doing really great, your defiantly going places.

[Crifa]

Let's hope so and if you're gonna act like you aren't than I'll drag you the whole way

[I'llXloveXherXforever]

thanks man :) bros for life?

[Crifa]

Bros for life man